2018, shall we say, was a year of polarities. It was equal parts confusing and clear. It taught me lessons on opposite ends of the spectrum, and it brought me joy that wouldn’t be contained and despair that seemed endless. All of this, of course, resulted in growth so rapid that I seemed to be…
It’s coming close to 2.30AM and I can’t sleep, but I wouldn’t call it jetlag, rather, the reinforcement of an already screwed up sleep schedule during the Italy trip. I slept at about 4AM in Singapore prior to the trip and it was about 10PM Italian time – so I followed a most comfortable sleep-wake…
Once in a while, a friend achieves something and I, as a bystander, end up feeling immensely proud despite having done nothing. This is especially so when it’s a creative pursuit. I guess it’s the fact that you see growth, you see improvement, and whether small or big, these things take a lot of courage,…
It’s been a long while, hasn’t it? These four weeks have been chockful of fun that doesn’t feel like it. I have no either why either, I’m just really lethargic most of the time. I renege on my appointments and push off actual work, which is really not like me. /sigh I need to get…
Had a leisurely time the past few days despite the rushing because nothing really ruffles my feathers when I can still cough out time to relax with my friends, esp my closest ones! 🙂 Folded this heart at Macdonald’s on Saturday just before Trojan Women. The paperclip was supplied by Liansheng, and you can imagine…
Write a public love letter to someone in your life. Cr: x Dear you, Many people have tried to define life, but my favourite definition by far is this: “Life is an accumulation of miraculous meetings, and it’s unpredictable.” Do you know what my chances of meeting you were? Almost the same as the odds of…
At MBS for Phantom of the Opera w/ Jean. Right, so I’ve been dormant for way too long. But perhaps dormant is the wrong word to use. It’s more of.. swamped. Buried six feet under a pile of appointments and work. Let’s see what I had in the past month. Charis, gugu & guzhang came…
Got up today and immediately felt like something was very, very wrong. Then I realized, at 10.50AM, that’s probably about the time I ought to be at TYC already. :'( I may have mentioned to some before that we have no more regular weekly classes, just fortnightly meetings and workshops. I’ve been feeling the pang…
From left: Luke, Fangda, myself, Yogi Caught ORH-HOR, a sketch comedy show about liang teh, communist Pandas and army songs revamped. 🙂 Congrats on a show well done, Luke!
Cr: x 幸福；摸不着 看不到 却如同一条河流到我心中。 就像上边那颗心一样 有了生活中最重要的人陪在身旁， 哪怕黑夜 心碎 痛苦 都能闯过。 这几个月 写作也能算是一种幸福吧，甜中带苦 有些时候是负担 有些时候是发泄 有些时候是兴趣 有些时候是可怕 更有些时候 它是一种幸福。 其实呢，幸福本身能戴着好几幅面具。 这些朋友啊，他们提供的是伴 x 爱 x 思。 伴就是简单的陪伴 – 人们总是不能或缺彼此提供的温暖。 爱就是我爱他们时的幸福 – 没有界限，没有束缚，没限量的爱。 而思就是思考 – 他们通过讨论帮我整理思绪，让我头脑便丰富了。 我可能没有可能天天看到他们 （看人也会看腻的） 但我的的确确每天都至少会想到他们一次 有时是看到某些东西 某些事物 而联想起 就仅是这样，我都会隐隐约约感到自己在偷笑。:D 我觉得我是疯了吧？我人又没有好到哪儿 从哪儿积的福 让我有遇到这些人的缘分。 我曾经认为幸福就仅仅是开心，被爱，得到某些东西。 但我一直以来都在发现 其实幸福是舍得 ，是能给予别人些什么， 能怎样去爱惜他们。 就是一些活宝啦。:)
